Throw them at your husband! :P I am so frustrated with him right now, I could just scream. Him and Ebay should have never met. We don't have enough money to buy groceries but he goes out and spends lots of money on Ebay for things we don't need. And then he complains about how stressed out he is about money and how I need to get a job to help out, when we'd be fine if he would sotp spending so much money! I admit I'm not the best at budgeting and I too spend money on things we don't need, but not in the amounts he does! I really don't want to get a job, I hate working and I'd have to do it at night so that my husband would be home to watch the boys. But it feels like it's the only way we'll get ahead. We have too much credit card debt and we have to start paying student loans back next month. We have hospital bills from having the baby that still need paid back too. We've already cut out about $100 in monthly bills and are trying to get rid of our cell phones too, but we still won't have enough. Never enough. It's just depressing. It's like quicksand, the more we fight to keep ahead, the faster we get pulled down.
And I'm so sick of my house being a disaster!!! I'm always picking up toys, crayons, movies, etc but a few hours after I clean you'd never know I'd done anything! And the dishes and laundry never stop piling up. I feel like I'm getting buried in my house. The clutter and mess is closing around me and I feel so overwhelmed by everything. And my baby is so fussy, he just wants to eat or be held all day. I need a break from reality for a while.